You're Every Note, You're Every Word. You're Everything.

so i'm thinking about a new look. i'll probably wait till november to change it, do like a new theme every month sort of thing. that would be pretty sweet. i dont know if i could wait that long. not that i don't love my layout right now, i just like making new ones. i'm not sure what i want for a new look though, so i guess i'll have to think about this for a little while, at least. maybe i'll do a twilight theme or something, in honor of the twilight movie coming out in november. or maybe do something thanksgiving-ish. that could be cool as well. i just don't know.

so, i've been working on my book escape. it's a big part of me, really, since i've been working on it since january. ten months and so many versions/drafts later, i do feel like i'm finally get somewhere. it's amazing reading my first draft now, because i have such a better grasp of the characters and story line now. it's really a hard book to read, because there's so much emotion to capture, and i hope that the reader will catch that emotion. it's a hard task and hopefully i will live up too it. writing is such a strong part of me now. when i'm not writing i'm thinking about the characters and the storyline and what i want to happen next. i would love to be a writer, but i'm afraid that if i had to do it for work, i would loose the joy of it. it's like a line from hope floats 'the american dream. we find something we love and beat it to death trying to figure out how to make more money doing it, until we finally can't remember why we loved it in the first place.' i think that is so true. how many careers do people start out loving and end up despising when it becomes work? i would never want that to happen to my writing.

so today was eh. not much to say really, not much i feel like getting into either. i did go to the extension office to get my 4H picture taken. i hope it turned out good. i guess i'll know november third.

i was thinking about getting a switchfoot hoodie, all the girl ones are only left in 'small.' and that would be too small for me. so i was considering a men's small...but i've been asking around and they all say that it is pretty big. and since it is a lot of money, i think i'm gonna skip on it. i really would love a switchfoot hoodie though. blehh. that would be amazing. i need a hoodie of some sort, at least. the only one i have i don't really care for much anymore, and it's not very warm either.